I Just Want to Know

Wed, 04 Apr 2007 21:01:09 GMT

i didnt into Hartt.
FUCKING HARTT.
are you fucking kidding me?
who doesnt get into Hartt?
is this a fucking joke?

no, i'm a joke.
my life is a fucking joke

Tue, 03 Apr 2007 01:53:09 GMT

i didnt get into USC
i didnt get into Carnegie
i didnt get into NYU
i didnt get into Syracuse
i didnt get into DePaul

i didnt get into DRT

i didnt get asked to prom
i got a $310 speeding ticket and have to go to court

i wish i was one of those people who doesnt eat when they are upset because then maybe i could lose some fucking weight, but no. i resort to food when my life sucks...and my life fucking sucks right now. seriously, why does this happen to me. why do i do theatre. im clearly not meant to. i thought i found something i loved and wanted to do it for the rest of my life but i cant get into a fucking school or even a fucking summer program.
what do i have going for me?
if something good doesnt happen soon, i dont think im gunna make it.

Mon, 02 Apr 2007 03:56:53 GMT

There's always some reason to feel not good enough,
And it's hard at the end of the day.

Wed, 21 Mar 2007 22:24:33 GMT

apparently i'm not meant to do this.

Tue, 06 Mar 2007 03:26:00 GMT

i can't do this anymore.

Mon, 19 Feb 2007 04:24:25 GMT

what is it about you
why are you doing this to me

Sat, 10 Feb 2007 03:25:00 GMT

wow...

well, congrats to the cast.
to all the SENIORS- this is your last one, don't let it pass you by. make it worth it.

zach, you owe me 10 dollars.

Tue, 26 Dec 2006 17:14:18 GMT

I GOT A CELL PHONEEEEEEEEE!!!!!

its kinda crappy but at least I GOT A CELL PHONEEEEE!!!!!

woooooo!

Tue, 05 Dec 2006 03:40:45 GMT

Quote:
Hard work pays of later, Procrastination pays off now.

If that isnt the quote of my life i dont know what is.

ugh its 10:40
i guess i should start my homework.
haha

FUCK YOU

Mon, 04 Dec 2006 04:01:39 GMT

my hair is orange

fyi

fffffffffuuuuuuuuuucccccccccckkkkkkkkkkk

Thu, 23 Nov 2006 02:49:12 GMT

I GOT EVE/MAMA NOAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am SO excited!! congrats to EVERYONE! it looks like its gunna be an amazing show! sakjgshh congratss!! skahnk,j

Tue, 10 Oct 2006 17:31:25 GMT

i FINALLY got a new phone!!!!!!!!

Sun, 01 Oct 2006 01:33:00 GMT

Heyyyy
Now that a bunch of us don't have rehearsal tomorrow, i think we all should go see Spinning Into Butter! I know I'm going so if people wanna meet at my house or somethingg idk..i think itd be fun! Let me know!

Mon, 25 Sep 2006 00:06:37 GMT

I LOVE FALL!

Wed, 20 Sep 2006 02:45:34 GMT

hey!
if anyone has ANY pictures of me and you or a group of us or anything can you send them to me somehow?!?!

i have to make a senior scrap book this year, its like a HUGE project and i have to a a few friends pages, and since i NEVER take pictures im in desperate need! so if you have anything let me know! thanks!

Wed, 13 Sep 2006 22:17:43 GMT

got this from sam and joan!!!

Thu, 31 Aug 2006 19:15:30 GMT

ugh. sorry for the last entry. it was emo to the max. i guess i just hate when you want something SO BAD and work really hard for it, you get crushed when you dont get it. I wasnt expecting too much or anything but idk it still hurts. Now looking at it, after ive cooled off a bit, im pretty proud of myself. I felt i did my best and theres nothing more that i can do about that. I feel honored to be even put in the same category as all the other girls that were up for Amneris. They are all AMAZING and all of them blew me away time after time. Seriously, you are all breath taking, to be in the same show as all of you is such a gift and i cant wait! CONGRATULATIONS to the whole cast! its gunna be a blast! and oh god...the dancing. im scared! haha

Thu, 31 Aug 2006 04:49:22 GMT

sometimes it isnt enough.

Mon, 21 Aug 2006 01:56:18 GMT

so i think im dressing like baby spice for joans party on saturday! sam is gunna be posh spice!!! we still need a scary spice, sporty spice, and a ginger, so if anyone wants to dress like the spice girls w/us let us know! also does anyone have a cute skirt that i could wear that is baby spice-esque?

ps Brads dressing as James Dean.

Thu, 10 Aug 2006 17:39:30 GMT

wow. hi.

improv show today at camp was suprisingly really fun! idk i thought it went well. All the campers like OC better, but thats understandable. I thought TD did pretty well too tho!

Songs for a new world was practically the best show ive ever seen. You guys were sooo amazing. sorry this was delayed but still AWESOME job you all should be inredibly proud of your work.

I really like Wild Party. I think its a fun/cute/sad show. Maybe i like it cuz i LOVE the 1920s. oh well.

cool update it really had a point to it.

fhgkj bye

ugh

Wed, 19 Jul 2006 13:18:11 GMT

so im leaving for florida today for 12 days or whatever it is. Ahhh i dont really want to go. Its too hot up here, let alone in floridaa. Oh well, theres nothing i can do about so i might as well play my hardest and get it over with. See everyone when i get back!

♥

Fri, 14 Jul 2006 03:32:43 GMT

Thu, 13 Jul 2006 01:34:53 GMT

anyone wanna see a free walnut hill show tomorrow night?

walnut hill

Fri, 07 Jul 2006 02:40:27 GMT

If anyone is interested in seeing the Walnut Hill summer theatre shows, you should order tickets ASAP. The two shows are The Pajama Game and Children of Eden. Brad is in The Pajama Game but idk if anyone wants to see Children of Eden cuz im sure that will be good, too.

Go to this website:
http://www.ticketstage.com/WalnutHill

seriously, order tickets asappppp

thanks bye!

PICTURES!

Wed, 28 Jun 2006 17:14:30 GMT

me and danny-prom

myt friend jackie and billy

brad and i

candiddss

me and rachhyy

bad ass danny

amanda, renee, jac

rachy and i

kathy and i

amanda and i

my wicked cool tanlines on my feet!

our food! haha

me and jac! <33before cinderella!

brady!

caitlin and brady!

me and jac again!<33

chillis!

more chillis!

me and steph being hott as usuall<33

crazyy hairr after cinderella!

thats hott

jac-when we went to the lake

my friend tracy

mary and i <3333

jackie and i<3333